Don't take my word for it. Take the journey inward yourself. Give up all this nonsense we call material or physical as it all leads no where. There is only one way to salvation there is only one way to be saved and that is an inward journey of silent meditation. You can writhe around flop on the floor speak in tongues and try to talk with snakes and in the end you will find yourself exactly where you are now. Completely lost and unaware. The choice is yours it has always been yours and all you need to chose is fear or love. If you go to church because you are afraid of hell then I need not tell you what your choice will always be. Be silent be still and open your mind to the possibilities and the raising of the spirit within. There is no other way. If you are waiting for some guy named Jesus to come and lead you to paradise you are going to be waiting for ever not even realizing that the only Christ you will ever know is right there within you no where else. Christos is oil that must ascend to activate the Christ within.
If the eye be single your body will fill with light. Don't take my word for it look inward and find out for yourself there is no other way. No one on this earth can show you what you must find for yourself and no one is coming to save you from yourself.